right now im really not into myself... im thinkin about a lot of things.. all cramming up into my mind...

how can i say it? should i say it now? what will happen if i say it? whatever it maybe... i know... this could be something that would break my heart... but every thing happens for a reason but this time... it happens because of me... because i didnt do anything about it..

i love you... i love my friends... i love everyone i met... i love you guys... this time its real... i learned a lesson... you really never know what will happen next... cause every little thing that is happening around you will somehow be a warning or a sign that something more... something big will happen... and we really dont know when or what will happen but we can always tell why even if the reason would hurt us in the most painful way...

live life... just dont be someone who thinks that there is no more hope... live everyday as if its your last... i know it sounds too common but its true... no matter what you do, always think of doing the good things... the things that could make you happy, especially the things that could make your friends or family happy... just live a life with no regrets... i promise... i will...