i feel so ashamed and i dont know why... maybe because there's something that needs to be done or something that must be said but is kept inside...

haaay... so much for that, it's been a long time since i made a post. i actually check it every day but too lazy to write a post...

well.. for a start... he's a bit lonely and he doesn't know why... he never felt this kind of emotion towards someone...he's serious about you... he loves you but there's something wrong.. the feeling's not right.. he's expecting something but it doesn't come out... he just... he just can't feel it... he doesn't know why he feels this way but it's the truth... and sometimes he feels that you don't love him the way he loves you... or maybe he's the one who does not love you that much... he doesn't know... but one thing is for sure... he loves you and he'll always will.. he hopes that his feelings are wrong...